I think now is the time to give it to God. I am at an utter loss as to what to do next. I don't know my next step. I am so. damn. lost.
I feel like there is a message there somewhere. I am supposed to be learning something. There has got to be a reason for this.
But I cannot fathom what it is.
So I give it to God. Reveal yourself to me. Tell me what to do next. You have finally got my attention. I am listening.
Whisper in my ear.